I’m exhausted.
Mentally and physically.
I have no idea if the evaluation will go in my favour or not. I won’t find out for several months. I won’t even find out if they deem it service related, much less what rating.

Right now everything is a haze. To survive the retelling and all that comes with it you have to go away. Watch everything from far away. That way the world isn’t real and whatever happens there can’t hurt you.

I will try to update stuff in a few days when my brain turns back on.