Okay, maybe not quite that bad but today is the worst day I’ve had in some time anxiety wise.

While the logical part of my mind is reiterating for all it’s worth (constant loop) that I did get some things done that needed done today, the rest of me is frantic about the things that didn’t get done due to someone else’s mistakes. Things that require me to make multiple phone calls (and I don’t have a phone) and multiple trips across town (and gas is killing me).

I get frantic when I have to depend on others to do their job; when their mistakes or laziness hurts me.

I’ve had adrenalin going since 7am this morning and I’m exhausted and nervous and angry (fear leads to anger you know) and scared (note “fear” from last sentence fragment).